Without going into to much detail:
I do feel better in myself now that i have had breathing space but every now and then I get a twang of pain in my head (dr says its stress (even though i have not alot of triggers and life is for the most part calm and relaxed) and that a mri would be unhelpful) but its not as intense as it was and im not as fatigued as I was, so this time off work has helped massively with self healing and has had a impact which i knew it would but Im still not ready to go back quite yet without certain things in place to stop me from spiraling back down (which is a fight in itself) as if that happened all this energy spent recovering would be wasted and who wants to waste precious energy.
Hope everyone else on and off the forum is surviving to the best of thier ability using the tools at thier disposal
bc we are all different (and not genetically modified clones) and have different challenges and ways of coping which is what makes us individual and unique