So I think my BI was about 10/11 years ago. Since then I’ve been struggling to have any help/treatment/rehabilitation/etc.. My accident was in Peru and it was a week or so before I was allowed to fly home. I think because it didn’t happen here people just saw the state of my face and didn’t think about my head, despite me pushing for it.
Baby 3 has just turned 1 and I’m trying again to get CBT therapy. It seems like my borough only deal with mental health as in depression. Does mental health also cover BI? I don’t understand anymore and feel so defeated by it all. It looks like the latest referral I’ve had doesn’t even have CBT as an option so again I’m in the wrong place and again I’ll be discharged and again I’ll have to start from the beginning.
My mum said she would be able to pay for me to have private CBT which would be amazing but I can’t even find anyone. I’ve looked at official registers and things and I just still can’t find anyone. With 3 children and no help, I’m massively limited on time. My husband is under a lot of pressure at work and can’t miss hige chunks of his days for me to go somewhere. But I’m tired and I’m really struggling to be a good person at the moment and I really need help and I keep asking but I just don’t seem to be able to get any?!
What do I do!!!