I really am. I'm working my hardest, and I'm getting some serious tangible results; I'm working at the Medical Research Council, I've been accepted into UCL to do a postgraduate in Clinical Neuroscience, and I'm with someone I really care about. But I don't feel whole. I feel like I'm full of holes and it's making me exasperated and desperate. Sometimes the disbelief of my situation takes my breath away and beats me so hard i just want to run away.
None of this really means anything, but I'm posting it here. Hope you've all been well in my absence!