Has anyone noticed someone that is not suffered a brain injury (or dementia or any other related condition) copying behaviors or habits that's those with a condition do?
I think I've noticed my mum copying me (head injury symptoms/behaviors) and definitely my nan (who has dementia)!
Are these coping strategies or just the effect of being around people with those conditions?
Whatever, it's very hard for me to be around her and I'm wondering if I've grown up with someone who has others problems (when I've mentioned this its created a s"'t storm and have backed off/hidden away/lived in a hole since!)
Im damn hungry now because I ate something quickly because I felt damn uncomfortable as usual and went out! If I go back I will get a piercing/angry/furious look/questioning/response! But I really want my coffee and the sandwich I left on the side! Fk it. It's not worth it and this is how things continue. They have no idea that this goes on for me no do they really care enough to look into it or understand it. It's a nightmare, a living nightmare because I've been running away from head injury for a long time now (as of their mal-adjusted diagnosis!😭).
I've been to China,America,most of Europe,Africa,most of Asia and still I return to no understanding,no acceptance!
This morning I read that we shouldn't rely on others to change but if I go away again that's pain cause I will return one day.
If I stay here I loose value in what money I have as of Brexit !
I think I need some medication or occupation or both, or none, or something else to level me out (it's probably the hunger speaking!)
This message has become something more than I intende but sometimes it's good to let it out and I thank you if you have got to here!😂😊❤️👍