Hello everyone.
I have been knocked for six.. Last summer I developed pressure in my head when bending.. Excruciating headaches.. ( Trouble seeing a GP.. thrown some co-codamol.) Over the Autumn became more unwell.. Fatigue and ear infections plus worsening of headaches..
Noticing stiff legs.. more so in the morning. Also burning pain in the bottom of my feet when standing from sitting.. tingling and burning pain in limbs.. etc.. saw GP….B12 deficiency.. Inflammation detected.
I pushed through.. mind over matter.. haha..
Please never try this.. my body was in a free fall.. until I could no longer function due to head pain.. fatigue.. insomnia.. One March morning I could not lift my feet to walk properly…
Was examined by my GP and told I could have a brain tumour or ms..
At this point I just want the pain to stop and to sleep. I had an mri of my brain which was normal.
Hooray.. but I’m still unable to walk.. then after the clear mri.. my speech goes too. Strained speech.. and mind will go blank.. I repeat what the person is saying .. I feel like someone is sitting on my chest and my mind does not seem clear.
Anyhow.. my muscles are wasting and I had to go private as I had only got 2 phone calls from the nhs neurologist .. never seen one in 5 months until I went Private.
Long story short.. i got given migraine tablets given and told it would clean my brain up.. by the NHS neurologist.
I think my brain went into limp mode.. my legs were giving me warnings signs..
I now use a walking aid and can’t manage to walk much at all.
My balance declined over the months..
My story may not be concise.. forgive me.. not the person I was.
I’m awaiting further tests after seeing a Private neurologist that examined me.
If it is FND then it is a story for others.. if you are unwell... physical or mental get proper help.. don’t try to push through like some super human.. it can backfire.
Our brain is responsible for mental and physical.. any interruption and it can go into limp mode.
My own experience leaves me believing FND is not the same as a Conversion disorder.. All my symptoms remain and have progressed.. happily would convert to get my ability to walk properly back.. even put up with the speech issues.
Take care all. X