Hi guys, haven't posted in a few days. It's been crazy busy. We had to drive three hours to Birmingham yesterday and on our way back now. We had to go to the funeral of my step dad in laws mum. I know, a mouthful right, but family still the same and she was such a lovely woman that shouldnt have left us. She was diagnosed with cancer and died mere days later out of the blue.
The funeral was hard today, walking through it all I kept having flashbacks of my mum's funeral a year and a half ago. It's made today even harder.
We are now in the car, I've already had a twenty minute nap as I just couldn't stay away and even though I'm up now I feel drained, numb in emotions, and my whole body hurts.
I have taken my medication regularly the past few days knowing this will happen but does anyone have some tips for in car care as it were and also how to help with how I am feeling now. I keep feeling like I shouldn't feel like this as it wasn't my mum, but it's someone's mum and I know how that feels. I was diagnosed with severe depression and moderate anxiety when my mum died, which I think gets better and then these things set me back.
I have a wedding Saturday too and work tomorrow so I best work on feeling better quick.
I hope all my other fibro friends are feeling okay today and I'm sending gentle hugs x