Is it normal

So i have lost my son on black friday so about 2 months ago. And ever since i have had anxiety and depression. I was told that it was a clean MC nothing left behind, but i kept bleeding for about a month and a half. Then i went back and they said in needed a D&C cuz it wasn't a clean one. So about two weeks ago i stopped bleeding and not i started again but im feeling light headed and my eyes hurt and im cramping bad. Is it normal??

[Jmaw]

How awful honey. I know what you mean about depression though, always thinking you should have done this differently or that. People don’t realise how important this is to us do they. Some people can have children like shelling peas, one drops out then another. How old was your son? X❤️X

[Hidden in reply to Jmaw]

he was almost five months, my sisters pop them out no problem but its so hard cuz people in my family think i had an abortion. so im struggling with the judgement

[Jmaw in reply to Hidden]

That’s awful judging people before they know the facts. I’ve suffered from depression three times in my life, and all because of bereavement. And....that’s exactly what a miscarriage is even if you have just conceived, had them growing for months or even after they are born. People don’t realise and it’s a shame. If family don’t support you reach out to friends, this forum, anyone, but DON’T suffer alone always try to talk. I hope you feel better soon honey xxx

[Hidden in reply to Jmaw]

Thank you so much