Me again 🥱 9dpt

[Brie86]

sorry to post again but I just don’t know where else to turn to. Negative again 9dpt, used a FRER test and it’s completely white. I can’t believe it I really thought this would be the one.

I have 2 Frosties but one of them has only 5% chance.

I have worked so hard to be where I am, long protocol for this round and over 12 supplements a day, eating healthy and even took sick leave from work for a month for the egg collection prep and transfer and it’s been for nothing. I just want the world to swallow me up. How can I continue, I really don’t know how to keep positive, I just feel like it’s never going to happen.

Sorry for the depressing post

[JA-fnuk Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK]

Thinking of you Hope you get some replies to your post and have plenty of support around you

Sending you a hug

Janet-Partner

[Kiara89]

Please be kind to yourself. It is a long and hard journey. You are strong. Meditation has helped me a lot, I'm an anxious person, and right now I feel much calmer. The app insight timer if you search for fertility there are lots of audio I've found to be useful.

[Learningdaybyday]

I’m so sorry lovely, I feel your devastation. It’s so hard especially when you feel you’ve done everything in your power to give it the best shot.

I have no advice but I do know that we are all amazingly resilient to have gotten this far, and somehow the survival mode will kick in and you will feel the strength to keep going and hoping. All of this is just so unfair. Sending you big hugs x

[MrsOrangejuice]

I'm sorry, it is really hard. How many rounds and transfers have you had? I only ask as even when everything's seemingly perfect and unexplained, I was told 1 on 3 are pretty good odds, about the same as natural. Which is really difficult at the time and after so much stress and work. But just so when you're feeling a bit stronger it isn't inevitable or impossible. It can take so many more goes and tries and echo time is a new chance. If it helps you to feel in control and like you've done your best then stick with the diet and resting etc, but after such a long time for us and finding nothing really seemed to make a difference, I gave up and tried to find more of a balance so that not everything in my life was restricted and sad. Everyone's different but just a bit of a shift back to being more you and having a life can help a lot and give you strength to keep going, if that's what you want to do. But for now, just be and take it slow.

[Saskiahope]

Thinking of you. Such a tough time for us isn’t it. I just got a BFN and I feel sad. Sending my best wishes x