Round 12 - 8dpt5dt BFN

[Chasing123]

I gave in for the first time and tested one day early as I was sure this one was the one

I know there’s still a tiny tiny chance of a positive tomorrow but still so gutted. I definitely have the period coming cramping feeling this afternoon.

Surely the next one, lucky number 13 must be the one! I just did the maths and realised I think that it would work out to be due on my 39th birthday all going to plan. That must be a sign from the universe…

Stay strong fighters! Love to you all xx

[Hidden]

I am so sorry lovely, if anyone deserved a BFP its you.. its about ruddy time you had your rainbow. Sending you a huge hug xx

[Chasing123 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks Daisy! The same too you! It really does take it out if you. I’m just focussing on the fact that I’m lucky to have the little embies the freezer thanks to my donor. Travelling to catch up with family this weekend to distract me then on to lucky number 13 ha. Look after yourself!

[JA-fnuk Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK]

Thinking of you - sending lots of good luck wishes for the futureTake care of yourself

Janet

[Chasing123 in reply to JA-fnuk]

Thanks Janet! That BFP that sticks must be coming up soon!

[hoping2021]

It's so shit.... I'm 8dp5dt too and BFN... 6th round since 2016.

I turn 39 in September. I find the idea of not having children really frightening.

Fingers crossed our next go will be our turn xxx

[Chasing123 in reply to hoping2021]

We are going to get our BFPs! I completely understand the fear and I just keep thinking there must be a reason this one didn’t work and it’s going to be the next one - but shit this positive mindset gets hard!

[Chel91]

I'm so sorry. It's just not fair at all. Sending you love and hoping you get your BFP very soon! 💗 xx

[Chasing123 in reply to Chel91]

Thanks Chel - it must be coming soon!!! Xx

[AuroraXen]

Oh love. If there was any justice, this WOULD be your time. You've gone through so much, I'm in awe of your fighting spirit, honestly xx

[Chasing123 in reply to AuroraXen]

Thanks Aurora! It definitely gets a bit tough but I’m not going to give in so just going to keep chasing the BFP that sticks ha. I think when I was using my own eggs and how devastating it was to have rounds with no eggs definitely upped my resilience so that I’m now just so thankful that the whole concept of donor eggs exists so I can keep going! Our time is coming!

[Chantysal]

ugh im sorry to hear wow 12 your a warrior and it will pay off at the end hang in there... im not that far from you going into cycle nr 11. everyone recommended doing the NK cell test which apparently could have an impact on the outcome. have you done it yet? also my last chemical (but positive Beta was from a frozen transfer. are doing fresh or frozen transfers?