😢 it’s a no go

[Emilye92x]

Hi all,

Little update it’s a true squinter of a line this morning so I’ve lost all hope now

Thank you so much for all of your kind words and support it means so so much to have you all alongside me for the one of the worst outcomes of this journey that we all put ourselves through

I’ve contacted my clinic to request to pay for a HCG beta so that they can instruct me to stop the progesterone which will hopefully calm some of these emotions too!!

Moving forward, we’re getting married in July and will push forward with a frozen cycle hopefully in September

Again thank you all so so so much for your kind words, it really does make the world of difference knowing that you’re all here with me ❤️ xxxxxxxxx

[TTC1994]

😢😢😢 thinking of you both lovely, sending all my love. So sorry you have had to go thru this! 🤍🤍🤍

[Emilye92x in reply to TTC1994]

Thank you so much lovely lady putting all my hope into yours now!! 🤞🤞🤞💕 xxxx

[Klndmr]

Clinic should agree to do a beta test. I was with NHS funding too and with each transfer I was paying for separate beta and progesterone tests. Clinic was telling me the same that positive is a positive and I don't need blood tests done but they did agree to do them every time. I'm really really really sorry for all you are going through. I'm sending you the biggest hugs and lots of strength ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[Emilye92x in reply to Klndmr]

I spoke to someone this morning and they’ve said that if I wanted one I would have to pay - they’ve now asked me to do a HPT tomorrow and if it’s negative then to stop meds and they’ll arrange a follow up. I’m glad your clinic agreed though wish mine were a little more amenable, they have been great for everything else though so I can’t really fault them. Thank you for your kind words it means a lot 💕 xxxx

[McQueeny]

I’m so so sorry…. It’s such agony. Allow yourself some grieving time. But happy for you that you have such exciting plans for the coming months, wishing you all the best of luck ☺️🍀💫 xx

[Redsequin]

I’m sorry, lovely. So painful for you. Hopefully you can have a nice break and really enjoy your wedding before your next transfer. Xxx

[Emilye92x in reply to Redsequin]

Thank you ❤️❤️ Xxx

[XxMrsBXx]

I’m so sorry …. 💔 wishing you lots of luck for your next transfer xx

[Emilye92x in reply to XxMrsBXx]

Thank you lovely xxxx

[Gempuddleduck]

I’m so sorry too. It’s all just so shit sometimes. Sending so many hugs 💕💕

[Emilye92x in reply to Gempuddleduck]

Couldn’t have worded it better myself 😭 thank you xxxxx

[Qatar1981]

I had a similar situation where I had an early positive (6dp6dt) but the line didn't progress and in fact was getting fainter as test day approached. I was sure it was a chemical. To my surprise, my beta was very much positive! It was lower than expected but nearly 200, and when retested 5 days later, was doubling as expected. Ultimately, we lost the pregnancy (twins) but this is just to let you know that assessing lines can throw your mind for a loop and cause you unnecessary stress. So I agree with your clinic - see a positive as a positive and wait for the beta. You're not out yet!

[AN791]

I’m sorry to read this have the most beautiful wedding 💖 and sending you lots of luck and positivity for your next transfer xxx