Merry Christmas

[staceymac83]

Hi all

I have been absent from this site since my final failed ivf in March. I’ve took sometime out to be myself again, enjoy life and work on my marriage, I was shocked to realise I was more than ovaries, blood tests, needles etc.

I don’t know why I decided to come back on here tonight but am so glad to see some much loved babies, positive pregnancy tests but unfortunately some of you guys still fighting this awful battle.

I have not given up on my dream but just need to go down a different route to achieve it.

Merry Christmas to you all and am wishing u all baby dust for 2020 ❤️

Stacey xx

[Faith103]

Merry Christmas to you too. I think we all need the break sometimes as these forums help but are not always good if you rely on them to much. I feel like I need to figure out what I’m going to do because like you this way isn’t working for me xxxx

[staceymac83 in reply to Faith103]

Honestly faith103 stopping everything, concentrating on my marriage, going out and enjoying myself without worrying about medication and appointments has been so good. It never goes away, the pregnancy announcements still hurt and the heartache of not having a baby is still there but we have started the adoption journey as I can’t physically or mentally go through the treatment again. It’s ok to take some time out to figure out what you want xx

[Faith103 in reply to staceymac83]

I just wish I could switch off that I want children so bad because I feel like it takes over my life. I wish I could except I might not have them but I can’t give up on my dream xxxx

[Lisaworthy1981]

Merry Christmas to you too!! Xxxx

[sadievalentie]

Hey Stacey! How are you? I hope you are doing better. Welcome back to the forum. You are such a smart lady. It is a good thing that you took a break and did some research. It will help you in your goal. It's a great thing that you still remember this forum. Yes there are a lot of people still fighting this battle but soon they will get their bfps as well. Merry Christmas to you too. I hope the next time you try, you get a good news. Good luck! Stay blessed. Bye!

[LorrieWalden]

Hi Stacey! How are you now? Glad to have you back. It's good that you have recovered from that. It takes time to recover from a loss. It always feels good to read success stories. Even if it's of someone else, it just makes you remember your own time. And for people who are struggling, it gives them hope. I am happy that you are still not giving up. You are an inspiration for all women out there. I hope it works out next time. Good luck. Stay blessed. Bye!

[Alyssa123]

Hey Stacey! I hope you are doing well. Welcome back to the forum girl. It's a great thing you are living your life happily. That's something that will help you stay strong during this journey. If you don't enjoy your life. You will never appreciate the beauty of it. Now when you will start this journey again, you will have clear vision and a positive mind. And your body is also recovered from the previous experiences. I hope this year brings happiness for everyone. Good luck to all. Stay blessed. Take care. Bye!