One of these days

[Klndmr]

Today is one of these days... I woke up angry to thr world for myself and all thr women struggling to conceive. Angry to all the women who are blessed witha child and they don't appreciate it and they leave them... Angry to all my friends having kids recentlyand forgetting about my existence... Angry for supporting everyone through their pregnancies even though been so difficult for me and now in these hard times they even forget about me... Angry for each of you for all your tears and struggles... Angry for every single negative pregnancy test... Angry for the miscarriages, for the meltdowns.... I know will all pass and one day the happiness will knock our doors as well. But till that day comes we have all the rights to be angry and upset, we can cry as much we want cause we are humans and we have big hearts for everyone and we deserve all the support in the world cause we need it. People have to stop being so selfish and sometimes stop and think about our feelings as well.

After every storm there is sunshine and hope. We will get there but till we do it we deserve the right to express our feelings. Todat im angry and sad but i promise you and myself tomorrow will be another day and will be filled with more hope and more strength.

Sending millions of hugs to all of you ❤❤❤

[Bern2015]

Thanks for sharing this post. I definitely know where you're coming from. I think it's important to let ourselves feel angry and to not apologise for that. We can spend our lives smiling and chatting along with people and their children, which is often necessarily, but it takes an emotional toll on us as well.

[Klndmr in reply to Bern2015]

Thank you. Luckily in here we can see so much understanding and support. I do the same just smile all the time but sometimes just let all the emotions out. Have a bit of a cry and then i feel better. Xxx ❤❤❤❤❤

[Hidden]

Let’s be angry together I’m fuming today

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Same hereeee hahaha so anxious haha xxxx

[TerryNaples]

I'm with you! xxx

[Klndmr in reply to TerryNaples]

😍😍😍😍

[Hidden]

Of course. It's natural. What is unnatural, as you say, is to have a constant smile whilst chatting away with another friend having another baby. We all need to stomp around, shout, scream and do whatever needed to get that anger out sometimes. Rant away xx

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Yessss i cry at home sometimes, my way to release all the negative energy xxx 😍

[Hidden in reply to Klndmr]

Me too. Sometimes I put on a song that I know will bring me to tears.... Or scream into a pillow.... x

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Omg thats exactly what i do or a sad movie xx big hugsss xx

[Hidden in reply to Klndmr]

Step away from the notebook or beaches!!!! X

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

P.S I love you for me. I cry from the beginning till the end of the movie ahha xx

[Hidden in reply to Klndmr]

Omg! Even mentioning the name! The Holiday is another one for me. I know it's not particularly a weepy but I still cry. Mind you, I cry at adverts on the tv sometimes.... hmmmm 🤣 x

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

😂 Last night a saw a short programme about an old lovely lady and i cried, today i felt homesick for my country and i cried in the toilets at work hahaha. God helpme when i start the ivf 😂 i will ve crying 24/7 i guess xxxxx

[Hidden in reply to Klndmr]

Go for it!!! Where are you from? Xx

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Bulgaria xx 🤗

[Hidden in reply to Klndmr]

Ohhh, i went there last year for work. It's lovely. Amazing people and food and I love how you eat in restaurants. So relaxed x

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Yes it's really lovely place.. I never thought will be living somewhere else.. Came for an English course and ended up with a husband and a dog 😂

[Hidden in reply to Klndmr]

Well done, added bonuses then he he x

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Haha yes definitely xx

[Yogagirl37]

I’m having one of those days too. Sending love, hugs and support x

[Klndmr in reply to Yogagirl37]

Oyyy you are not alone we are all here for each other. Sending you millions hugs xx

[ama4]

I feel your pain to a T today! Big hugs huni xxx

[Klndmr in reply to ama4]

Big hugs for you too hun xxx Tomorrow will be a better day xx

[Cinderella5]

Ahhh gee whizz that sums me up pretty well recently!! I don't know when I got to be such an angry person!😕 Better days ahead honey!!xxx

[Klndmr in reply to Cinderella5]

Exactly i find myself so frustrated more and more often. But yes better days ahead all will be great. Lots of hugs xx

[Tugsgirl]

Nice words. So full of passion. Lovely picture too xx

[Klndmr in reply to Tugsgirl]

Thank you ❤❤xx

[Stoice]

Omg it’s like you read my mind. Lately I seem to be always angry. Or sad. Or both. Take yesterday at work for example. I have had to endure 3 baby showers in one year in my office. Im currently mid way through my third ivf. Everyone in the office knows this. So why did no one warn me (so I can prepare my fake smile armour) that two of the ladies would be coming into the office with their babies? Angry. Jealous. Guilty. Sad. 😢

[Klndmr in reply to Stoice]

Don't feel any guilt! It's absolutely normal and natural. It wouldn't be normal if it was the other way around. We are humans and we can't stop these feeling, we just need to let them pass naturally. We arr allowed to have these feelings and please do not feel guilty. Sending you millions hugs xxx