I wanted to post to give all of you on your ivf journey hope and to say hang on in there! We were on 4th and final round and ready to give up and plan a different life and then this happened! Our gorgeous girl is now 9 weeks old. Through out my treatment reading the blog was invaluable- knowing others knew the pain of miscarriages , failed attempts and the general all consuming nature of ivf. Although tbh I couldn’t look at the forum once I had a positive test as I was scared I would jinx it. I was paranoid through the whole pregnancy it somehow wouldn’t work out. She was then born not breathing and had to spend time in Nicu so it still felt we were being tested. It took me a few weeks after the birth for it to hit me that we were finally here, after years of trying and then the treatment and being a new mum is hard! However she is doing really well now and we are settling into our new life and loving the new moments.
So I know how tough the ivf journey can be, the effect on relationships, the loss, grief and general crapness at times. But do keep hoping, wishing, trying to stay positive and I hope all your dreams come true too.