Trying to see every silver lining... :-(

[LiLi19]

So after a delayed period (by 4 days) and the longest cycle I've now EVER had, I had a sharp pain Saturday, followed by a of gush a bright red blood (then nothing - sorry if TMI) and AF started in full force yesterday and clearly has it in for me as she's heavy and cramps are worse than I've had before (should I be worried??)

I'm gutted as my cycle has always been so spot on that I dared to raise my hopes a little when it wasn't, but it wasn't to be.

However, that means I'll now definitely opt for redundancy in the works restructure and speaking to HR today, and hope to properly concentrate on getting my photography up and running.

Everything for a reason I guess...it's the only thing that helps sometimes xx

[DianeArnold Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK]

Hi LiLi19.Ouch! Sounds like a tough AF and I hope it soon gets easier and is over with a quickly as it came. Funny old thing redundancies, they can spell horror or they can lead to new beginnings with positive outlooks. I wish you huge success with your photography, as there are so many avenues to concentrate on and you will be your own boss! Obviously, I wish you well too when you go back to your fertility clinic, and let's hope a good plan of action is realised. Thinking of you. Diane

[LiLi19 in reply to DianeArnold]

Thank you Diane!

At least my thoughts will be positive, even if the pregnancy tests aren't...yet