Not sure really what I'm posting or why. Just feeling so sad and have no motivation. There's been another baby boom, so that maybe why. I'm just so fed up. I've spoken to an old friend and two others online and boom they're pregnant that following month, yet I'm still waiting.
I've been messed about by nhs with my endometriosis diagnosis and had to firce them to tell me. I'm starting a new holistic approach programme but I'm so unmotivated. I'm tired and fed up. Been feeling like thisfor a long time as and all doctirs want to do is give out a pill. Counselling isn't doing anything either. I'm just so stuck. I do have a funeral to go to tomorrow so maybe why I'm much more emotional.
Been reading up too and after speaking with the lady doing this programme she saud there could be a priblem with my hubbys sperm. All my embryos die at day 3 during ivf and ivf clinic not once have mentioned this could be a problem.
My life is so empty and I judy need prople to understand how heart broken Iam.