15 hours in the hospital, much pain relief, and an induced labour later and my little miracle is off to be cremated and sent to the garden of remembrance at the crematorium where my dads ashes were spread 24 years ago.
I'm a hot mess right now - the whole thing has been more draining, emotionally and physically than I can even begin to explain in words.
Now time to rest and try and process everything that happened - my little angel stopped growing at 8 weeks so sad. At least I got to be a mummy for 2 months.
Night all xxx
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Heart is breaking for you honey. I hope you look after yourself these next few weeks and never lose hope. The doctors will find ways to get your rainbow baby to you I'm sure of it <3xxxx
Dear Makai. So sorry for what u had to go through. I myself went through it twice. Absolute no words or anything can help. It's just time will heal ur wounds. But d scars will remain for life . 😘😘
I'm so sorry. I too had a very traumatic miscarriage even though I was only 7 weeks. Even though it doesn't feel like it right now it does get easier but a little piece of your rainbow will always be with you. We planted a tree for ours so that even when we eventually leave New Zealand a little part of our Kiwi baby will still be here. X
Thinking of you at this sad time, sending love and strength xxx
I've no words to say that can make this situation any better for you, but I just wanted to send you a big hug, v sad to read your post x x I hope you get to be the great mum you sound for much longer if you try again
So sad for you...can't comprehend why these tragic things happen and wish that no one ever had to go through such pain. Take great care of yourself at this awful time xx
So very sorry Maikai, that is terribly sad. Some small comfort that your baby will be with his/her grandad, I'm sure they will look after each other xx
Light will shine even now it's dark, stars will be bright even now it's dark. Heart is broken and time will heal but not before you grieve. Today is painful, tomorrow will be too, sleep will deprive you, simple things like brushing your teeth will seem pointless, getting up will seem strenuous with all of that get through it 1 minute at a time because we can all do 1 minute...
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