It's all done

Heya all,

15 hours in the hospital, much pain relief, and an induced labour later and my little miracle is off to be cremated and sent to the garden of remembrance at the crematorium where my dads ashes were spread 24 years ago.

I'm a hot mess right now - the whole thing has been more draining, emotionally and physically than I can even begin to explain in words.

Now time to rest and try and process everything that happened - my little angel stopped growing at 8 weeks :-( so sad. At least I got to be a mummy for 2 months.

Night all xxx

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  • Heart is breaking for you honey. I hope you look after yourself these next few weeks and never lose hope. The doctors will find ways to get your rainbow baby to you I'm sure of it <3xxxx

  • This is heartbreaking, so sorry this has happened to you 😒 Sending much love & hugs xx

  • I'm so sorry you've had such a traumatic time. It's absolutely heartbreaking. Really feeling for you Hun. xxx

  • Dear Makai. So sorry for what u had to go through. I myself went through it twice. Absolute no words or anything can help. It's just time will heal ur wounds. But d scars will remain for life . 😘😘

  • I'm so sorry. I too had a very traumatic miscarriage even though I was only 7 weeks. Even though it doesn't feel like it right now it does get easier but a little piece of your rainbow will always be with you. We planted a tree for ours so that even when we eventually leave New Zealand a little part of our Kiwi baby will still be here. X

  • Thinking of you at this sad time, sending love and strength xxx

  • I've no words to say that can make this situation any better for you, but I just wanted to send you a big hug, v sad to read your post x x I hope you get to be the great mum you sound for much longer if you try again

  • So sad for you...can't comprehend why these tragic things happen and wish that no one ever had to go through such pain. Take great care of yourself at this awful time xx

  • There are no words to make it any easier but I am so sorry you have had to go through this. You will always be a mummy to your precious angel πŸ‘Ό xx

  • So very sorry Maikai, that is terribly sad. Some small comfort that your baby will be with his/her grandad, I'm sure they will look after each other xx

  • So sorry to hear of your lost, big hugs. Take care of your self xx

  • I cannot imagine how you're feeling. Sending lots of love xx

  • Oh Maikai, this is so sad. I'm so very sorry that things turned out this way.

    Take time to heal.

    Lots of love and strength to you.


  • Thinking of you, life is so darn cruel! RIP little one with Grandad πŸ’πŸ’œ x

  • So sad. You poor thing. Look after yourself and take time out to let yourself grieve for your little one. Sending hugs x

  • My heart breaks for you. Take time and look after yourself xxxx

  • Oh my darling there aren't any words. Sending you lots of love to get through this horrible time xxx

  • So sad for you both, life is hellishly cruel at times! Love and hugs to you both xx

  • I'm so sorry condolences xx

  • Light will shine even now it's dark, stars will be bright even now it's dark. Heart is broken and time will heal but not before you grieve. Today is painful, tomorrow will be too, sleep will deprive you, simple things like brushing your teeth will seem pointless, getting up will seem strenuous with all of that get through it 1 minute at a time because we can all do 1 minute...

    Wish you well x

  • So sorry that you had to go through such trauma, it's heartbreaking, life can be so cruel. Take great care of each other xx

  • πŸ’” sending loads of love β€πŸ’‹πŸ’‹

  • ❀❀❀ big hugs xxx

  • Love to you xxx

  • Thank you everyone from the bottom of my heart

  • I'm so sorry, sending lots of love xx ❀

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