Metformin dose: 1000mg a day
Excuse me for a second but I need to rant. I feel like I've given up.
I haven't had a period since January. I've been discharged by my fertility clinic for missing an appointment (long story). Everyone around me is having babies.
In August we will have been trying for 3 years.
For a while I was really really good. Quit alcohol. Tried to eat well. Joined a gym. But lately I've been having just chocolate for lunches at work. 2 or 3 bars a day. And a coke pretty much daily. Not going to the gym so much and even drinking again.
DH and I have just had a 2 week holiday away in France where did a lot of Baby Dancing. End of the first week I had a tiny bit of bleeding - just a bit when you wipe kind of thing. I thought maybe my period was starting to ruin the holiday typically (it was also my birthday) but it disappeared as fast as it came.
Is it wrong to hope that it was ovulation bleeding, or even implantation? Should I wait 2 weeks and do a test? Urgh.
Also, this is probably (read: Definitely, very) silly. But around the same time we were being harassed by a hornet. It even got into our tent while we were out and I had to let it out. DH did some research and apparently Hornet's are fertility symbols! Who knew? Hubby seems really excited about this but i'm trying not to get carried away because i'll just end up getting upset for the billionth time.
Sorry this probably makes no sense but it's been rattling round in my brain and I just needed someplace to let it out.