The count down begins 3days to go!!

[emma-jane-30]

I've waited for this moment for 3 years first go getting terminated and this one getting me to the 2ww but with no embies to freeze so this being our only go and now it's here I'm petrified to test!!

Period pains to galore which just constantly make me feel like it's everyone's worst fears going to the toilet and seeing that dreaded AF, and full of gas (sorry if tmi) But I just hope it's those little embies settling into there new home for the next 9 months

But trying to remain positive is proving a lot harder than I thought!!

But I would like to wish everyone who is in their 2ww due to test all the luck 🍀

[Suzannah1985]

Not long now my lovely x

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Suzannah1985]

Your first hunni. 😘🙏🍀🤞 xx

[Suzannah1985 in reply to emma-jane-30]

Thank you, not going to lie, today has been the last thing I wanted but I just have to keep going and what will be will be. Xx

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Suzannah1985]

Has the spotting stopped now Hun? As implantation bleed can still be now. Xxx

[Suzannah1985 in reply to emma-jane-30]

Nope still going but only really there when I go to the loo.

Seems to be getting a bit heavier though and I have really bad cramps. It's not looking good 😔

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Suzannah1985]

Oh hunni, you going to test with your morning pee tomorrow? Xxx

[Suzannah1985 in reply to emma-jane-30]

No, hubby wants me to wait until OTD and only use the test from the clinic. I agree with him, but may call the clinic in the morning.

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Suzannah1985]

Oh I see, that's good that they have given you a test, I've had to buy my own xxx

[Suzannah1985 in reply to emma-jane-30]

Oh really? My clinic are really specific that they will only accept results from their test! Guess they all vary quite a bit!

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Suzannah1985]

It's funny how they all have different rules etc. Xxx

[Hidden]

Hang in there!! Hopefully we'll all be celebrating this week! X

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Hidden]

Defo Hun!! Not long now for you either... you're before me too 😘🍀🙏🤞 xx

[vic77]

Awww hun I have everything crossed for u xxxxx

[emma-jane-30 in reply to vic77]

Thank you lovely xxxx

[sanj76]

Be Strong, stay positive and keep calm, we'll be thinking of you....it's a long journey as you know and you should be extreamly proud of having come this far.... baby dust at plenty swinging your way.

[emma-jane-30 in reply to sanj76]

Thank you so much for your kinda words xx

[MonkAK]

Hang in there hun, not long now. Lots of luck. Xx

[emma-jane-30 in reply to MonkAK]

Thank you lovely xxx

[CheshireKit]

I know exactly what you mean, it's all been leading up to this and it's both terrifying and exciting at the same time. Not long now lovely, keep believing in that BFP Wishing all the best of luck and baby dust 🍀🌈 xx

[emma-jane-30 in reply to CheshireKit]

Right back at you hun, 😘🍀🙏🤞 xxx

[MD123]

Thinking of you! Xx 💖

[emma-jane-30 in reply to MD123]

Thank you hunni xxxx

[Tugsgirl]

Good luck 🍀🍀🍀

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Tugsgirl]

thanks hun xx

[Smithha]

Good luck hunni, thinking of you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Smithha]

thank you lovely, xxxx

[Nesfin]

Good luck!!! I know you're worried but luckily not long to go now - sending BD your way!! xoxo

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Nesfin]

thank you lovely, just hope its good news. but got such bad period pains. xxx

[MommaBear16]

Hope all is well emma-jane, you're doing so well, almost there!!! x x x

[emma-jane-30 in reply to MommaBear16]

nearly there lol, i just getting so scared to test lol.

how are you doing hun? x x x

[MommaBear16 in reply to emma-jane-30]

Oh I don't blame you, you've done so well not to cave early!

I'm ok (ish haha). Had a bit of a meltdown yesterday, think the hormones are kicking on! Hopefully start Menopur on wednesday x x x

[emma-jane-30 in reply to MommaBear16]

aww bless you, ive had a couple of those days where i just cry over nothing lol. but your doing really well on all your meds hun, yey to starting the menopur.

i just want these period pains to go lol. its worrying me now.

x x x

[MommaBear16 in reply to emma-jane-30]

Everything is a worry through this process, if we weren't feeling anything we would worry too. It's definitely an emotional and physically draining experience. Let's hope it's all worth while my love x x x

[emma-jane-30 in reply to MommaBear16]

yeah i just hope it has worked. xxx

[Nesfin]

Emma-Jane I'm rooting for you, hope it's all just pregnancy pains, so difficult to read our bodies eh! xoxo

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Nesfin]

I know its horrible, its hards to think like that because you dont get any pregnancy symptoms this early on so im just praying its not, the fact ive had them the whole way though too. xxx

[Nesfin]

But you do Emma-Jane!! When your little embie is hatching itself to your uterus, back pain, being bloated, cramping and headaches are very common. Some people get implementation bleed, some don't. I personally never had that. And the symptoms can continue as your uterus is growing to accommodate the coming baby - I'm 5wks today and still have those symptoms.. and I'm kinda holding on to them as the only possible sign of early mc is the disappearance of all the symptoms 😬😬 I cannot predict the outcome of your test but hold on there lovely, we are all here for you xoxo

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Nesfin]

thank you so much for that, it does make me fell a little better, its just so horrible when you want something so badly lol. and seeing as this is our only go i want it even more. xxx

[Hidden]

Thinking of you hun, not long now. Big hugs 🤗 xx

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Hidden]

no not long at all lol. thank you lovely xxx

[Gurty123]

😘😘😘😘

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Gurty123]

xxxxxx

[Raglee]

Almost there X

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Raglee]

Yep nearly xx

[Beebeestar]

2 more sleeps Emma for you and me. Good luck 🍀

[vic77]

Good luck today.. been thinking of you xxx

[emma-jane-30 in reply to vic77]

Thank you for your message but I don't test till tomorrow but was very tempted this morning lol xx

[Melaineh]

Hope all went well thinking of you everything crossed for you 😃 Xxx

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Melaineh]

not due to test till tomorrow but thank you hun xxx

[Melaineh in reply to emma-jane-30]

Aw was thinking was today sorry, not long best of luck xx

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Melaineh]

bless you that's really kind of you to message. xx

[Melaineh in reply to emma-jane-30]

Been thinking of you why came on to check 😃. Hope ur holiding up okay xx

[emma-jane-30 in reply to Melaineh]

My tummy is full of butterfly's and im so scared to actually pee on the stick lol xx

[Melaineh in reply to emma-jane-30]

Bless no the feeling hopefully u manage some sleep tonight xx

[Strawb86]

Thinking of you today! Good luck fingers crossed 🍀🍀🍀 xxx

[Hidden]

Thinking of you!!! 💕 Xxx