Hi everyone well I'm on the dreaded dog year 2ww my transfer of 1 5d frozen embryo was a little traumatic with my bladder not full enough x2 so a delightful catheter was required, then my stubborn uterus couldn't be found eventually they got the consultant after the lady had been "stabbing in the dark" for forty minutes!! Typically he found the money shot straight away so least men come in useful eh!! The lady was using a plastic speculum which was so painful so thank god for the old style metal which he reverted too!! Apparently I have a long entrance to my vaginal wall, ah right!!
So the 2ww I suppose depends how you look at it I'm either 3 or 4 days post transfer. After the transfer in the evening I wiped after pee and there was some pink on the tissue I convinced myself it was from all the trauma been nothing discharge wise since, I have had cramping weds thurs and a little this morning but again have convinced myself it's wind!
My mum bought me an adult colouring book I laughed but I can thoroughly recommend it's taken my mind off the 2ww and the recent loss of my beloved cat Spectre😥🐾 sounds crazy but we miss him terribly, he would have filled a lot of time up too!
Perhaps some would say too soon but last night we went to look at some X bengals (I can't justify a pedigree at 500£ + ) and well I persuaded DH we needed two little fellas so we have reserved 2! #pushylady! The first little fella will join us 3rd April and the second 20th April- we still get teary over Spectre-it was weird on the way out of the house though as their car registration was 007 spooky and well I think him looking down giving the nod as he was treated like a king!! 😽😽
Wow hadn't realised I had waffled on so much I guess it's passed ten minutes for me and for those reading it on the 2ww! I suppose my question is what else should I be feeling? My fresh cycle which was a bfn I had sore boobs that was about it so that was probably the meds. I so hope this works as much as I love cats I don't want to become the crazy cat lady with no kids 😥.
I want to end on a positive so sending baby dust and hope to all!