After 2 failed FETs and 1 spontaneous lost pregnancy we are giving up. We have a little boy from our first fresh cycle and he will have to go through his life with no sibling.
I'm 37 in may. The medication and the whole process makes me unhappy, if not depressed, the menopausal symptoms are horrible and the inability to plan anything in case of another cycle, appointment, pregnancy is too much. I feel like my live is slipping away and instead of enjoying what I have I'm miserable longing for something impossible.
That's why that was the last FET. Now, while I'm waiting for the bleeding, I need to get rid of all the baby stuff we kept in case we need it.
I am thinking about buying myslef a ring in a memory of the lost chances. Something with a heart or 3 gems...
What do people do to mark the end of the journey? How do they move on?
Infertility counselling 
Next steps after failed IVF with NK cell protocol
Just got my letter from the clinic!
Our Journey so far
