After 2 failed FETs and 1 spontaneous lost pregnancy we are giving up. We have a little boy from our first fresh cycle and he will have to go through his life with no sibling.
I'm 37 in may. The medication and the whole process makes me unhappy, if not depressed, the menopausal symptoms are horrible and the inability to plan anything in case of another cycle, appointment, pregnancy is too much. I feel like my live is slipping away and instead of enjoying what I have I'm miserable longing for something impossible.
That's why that was the last FET. Now, while I'm waiting for the bleeding, I need to get rid of all the baby stuff we kept in case we need it.
I am thinking about buying myslef a ring in a memory of the lost chances. Something with a heart or 3 gems...
What do people do to mark the end of the journey? How do they move on?
AFC Scan - what is an approximate expected follicle count for a 41 year old?
Pregnant again and terrified!
8th day post embryo transfer still negative urine pregnancy test.
Day 2 embryo - cell division 
First IVF cycle - very nauseous and emotional 
