Hi dear,
Sorry for what you are going through. Will pray for you. Faith, never lose faith...how matter how it works at the hospital.
Am 40, too. Tried 4 times in Sweden without success, now having a treatment in Spain too.
I was lucky my doctor in Spain saw the real issue what I couldn't carry pregnancy for more than 12 weeks. So now treated that first...beginning of next year back in Spain,God willing of course. But I have faith until my menopause...probably after too.
Stay strong n take care of yourself, body,mind n soul.
Thx