People around me is pregnant

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Just found out that my sister in law is pregnant that is why my mother in law called my husband to tell that her wedding date has been pushed to July instead of October. The pressure is getting higher. I feel like. . a total loser.. I feel so embarrassed because we’ve been married since last September and here I am.. no baby in my stomach. ..

I want to cry so bad right now but hold it because my husband is beside me and I dont want him to see me like this.