Tomorrow...

[emu2016]

Tomorrow I go for my appointment to order drugs and figure out whether I require provera drug or we work out a start date.

I've had a pretty horrific three weeks with random times of flood bleeding and then nothing for 10 hours or more.

I'm scared, emotional and excited. Everything everyone has probably felt before.

[Twistedwillow]

Emu, it's time for a giant deep breath and some positive thinking. It's a frightening and overwhelming experience as we each bring our previous worries and things that we overthink to each new chance. Sounds like you've had an especially tough few months so maybe try and draw a line and start afresh in a new chance kind of way. I wish you all the best and a hug too, if that helps.

[emu2016 in reply to Twistedwillow]

Thank you so much for commenting. It brought a real smile. Our journey is starting now we hav an initial plan. Feeling much more relaxed than last night! x

[Twistedwillow in reply to emu2016]

That's ok, just glad you are ok. Just remember that it's an initial plan and you'll need to take each step at a time and the plan may change and shift a little as you go along so they can jiggle the drugs and timeframes to suit you. Everyone is different and they will need to adjust plan to suit you. I know my initial plan changed as each stage took a little longer as my body was slow to react to drugs than some others. Just keep recalibrating at each stage, take another deep breath and then step forwards again.

[emu2016 in reply to Twistedwillow]

Yep. I've already started looking at it like: step 1... Take provera... See what happens. Then we can move to next stage. How's your journey going?

[Twistedwillow]

Good approach. Hope all goes ok for you.

Ummm, I'm not sure how I'm doing yet. We did our one and only ivf attempt and I'm now 10 weeks pregnant but there are problem s and we're not sure if our baby will survive. Sorry, I've had scans every week or two for the last few weeks so I am living week by week at the mo. Think that's why I responded to you saying to try and take each step at a time. It's what I'm telling myself every day

[emu2016 in reply to Twistedwillow]

Well it seems like this is good advice. And advice I will take on board completely. Fingers crossed for you both and that little fighter. It's easy to forget that there are still risks along the way. Big hugs