I really don't understand my diagnosis and I'm stuck in a nightmare of a jigsaw puzzle and not living my life to the fullest. How can I get so many falso red flags ? and F0 on elastography ant F4 on biopsy and CT? Ultrasound states normal echogenicity and no evidence of portal hypertension. Im 31 now, been doing this "Cirrhosis" thing since I was 27 and I'm really ruining the best years of my life... by obsessing and worrying.
I wish I didnt even know. Then again, I see it as a blessing in disguise. How do I convince myself to just live, without worrying about what harm I may be doing? This is very nerve-racking. I cant even imagine my full potential because I am so held back by diagnosis. And it makes no sense!