On way

[Nikki84]

So on my to appointment with the specialist, tummy is turning right now, wish me luck xx

[AllWeNeedIsluv]

Good luck hun 💗🤗😘let us know how it goes xx

[Nikki84 in reply to AllWeNeedIsluv]

Will do thanks x

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Good luck xx

[VW17]

Hope it went well x

[Adhamilton]

How did it go?! X

[Nikki84]

I am a blubbering mess, it was

Harder than I thought it was going to be, they confirmed it is extensive amounts of the disease in my left side and my bowl, they want another MRI to see how much it has spread since the lap and I have to have a colonoscopy because I have not been able to eat or keep food in my system for the past two months, they think I am going to need a bowl resection and I need to go and see my gp to apply for special funding for IVF quickly before it's to late as it will be too dangerous to get pregnant after it as it can undo the resection, I also need to see the gp about replacing the stuff I am not getting from food as I already have a b12 deficiency and anaemic, I now have to wait till they have done this and the results will be taken in a MDT meeting as there will need to be a bowl doctor from another hospital involved as well as a bladder specialist,

They were so nice and I was a absolute mess, still am 🙁

[AllWeNeedIsluv in reply to Nikki84]

Awwww honey such a terrible situation for you to be going through. I hope they manage to help you and get you back to having your life back. Also pop over to fertility network the girls over there are lovely and c will be able to advice you about ivf hope your OK hun I know your not but you know what I mean. Here if you ever need a chat hun. Big hugs and lots of love 💗🤗😘

[Nikki84 in reply to AllWeNeedIsluv]

Thanks x

[Judan]

Ah poor thing, good luck with it all xxxxxx