So today the old Endo has reared its ugly head. Fortunately I was working from home, so no long commute, just my own timescales in my own home with my own hot water bottle whilst I worked. And then the school pick up. Cue 3 boys carrying in heavy bags from the supermarket, putting it all away and washing up their lunch boxes. Then enter 2 daughters who make lunches for everyone tomorrow and assist with tea whilst the boys are setting the table and getting Mum a blanket. All tea items are placed in the dishwasher by an 11 & 10 year old, whilst the youngest decides to give his mum a tummy rub to ease her pain. All kids showered, downstairs and putting a family DVD on to watch with me so I'm not on my own. And then before bed, the dishwasher is emptied so I don't have to do it.
So, despite my pain, my tiredness, my slight frustration at this endo, I had 5 amazing kids today who put everything in perspective. I am one lucky mum. And sometimes, posting something positive even in the depths of pain, might just give others hope or a different perspective. So as I sit here on the couch, still with the hot water bottle attached to my tummy, I feel tired buy I also feel lucky. Some people don't understand endo, but my kids do and they look after me as I would them, so every cloud and all that... : )