Hello, this is a shameless plea for support as I feel like I'm losing my wits.
I am 29 and have stage 4 endo which includes some substainal cysts. I have been on prostrap injections for 3 months and just had my second one. Am due an MRI in November to then determine if I need another 3 months worth then a laprotomy(??) as the Dr wants to remove all he can then I can go for IVF.
Has anyone had this surgery and if so can you tell me what it's like? I wasn't too bad after the lap but he did warn that this one would knock me for six
The prostrap isn't pleasant but I'm struggling so so much with the psychological side of everything. I feel extremely down and anxious and have tiredness like nothing else. It's making working full time in mental health difficult and the fact most of my friends are new mothers/pregnant with their second baby is just overwhelming. I love them and are so happy for them but I want to scream and rant and rave with how unfair this seems.
I feel like I'm going crazy but at the same time because my mood is so flat then I'm completely numb. I'm quite a crier and I can't now. Even when I would normally react I don't as its all just flat. I think that's the prostrap as that has been the significant change.
I would like it all to stop and get sorted but I'm struggling to wait. Am seeing consultant next week to review things but I think he is limited.
Just needed that rant.