My back is so painful today and sleeping is proving to be a massive problem. I'm just exhausted all the time and feel as though I'm always moaning about it. I can see in my husbands face that he's getting very frustrated with me. We are also waiting still to see if we are getting funding for IVF as we can't concieve naturally and we have been waiting to hear for ages. I keep following it up only to be told they haven't heard anything yet and I know this is frustrating my husband a great deal. It's so painful to actually have sex that we haven't done so in about a month and I know this is also getting to him. I just feel as though I'm letting him and everyone down and don't really know what to do. I'm not making it up- I am genuinely in pain and finding things very difficult but it seems as though I'm not being believed sometimes as I get frustrated looks from him all the time. His Mum is also constantly asking about it and it's such a hard thing to talk about with your MIL anyway. My Mum is currently in hospital at the moment too so she has been my priority at the moment as she's so poorly but I'm still being asked by the husband and his Mum what's happening about the IVF every five minutes like its me who sorts it all out. Sorry about the massive rant I'm just finding things difficult at the moment probably because I'm not sleeping well and it heightens any worries.