so finally went docs about my bowels and the new things i have experienced...my worsed fears realised...theres a high chance the endo is in my bowel...i have to have full bloods a vagina internal and a rectal internal and then back to the hospital for a camera up my back side...nice i know...and wen your doc shakes his head and looks at u like your life may have ended with the words "your so young" u know the shits about to get bad!!
i know this sounds bad but havent told my partner i was losing blood from my bum..so i went to docs and thought it was time so i told him..... last nite had alittle tiff nowt bad..he ended saying that i have to get my shit sorted(endo) and get back to fucking work!!....im so hurt the one person who should have my back is the one attacking me for being poorly...wat the fuck....i knew he wud end up hating me for being "broke".....and now its growing were ever and however it likes and i have to answer for it...shit can this disease bring me to my knees and destroy everything around it!!!!!!