After a number of years not knowing and the day to day struggles I have had. I had the most amazing support through my educational life from my mum which has been a struggle the majority of time I want to quit because it takes it out of me and don't get much from it. The reason why I can wright as good as I can is due to having private tuition from the age of 7 and up until i was 18 but i realise how much i struggle without that help.
But after years of pushing from my mum and doctor appointment and school meetings telling me I'm fine nothing wrong but they don't know the struggles and usually hid them well. Bu my mum has always known since I was a baby she noticed a lot of things that were wrong with me but I looked deep into dyslexic seeing baby symptoms and up until an adult might as well written a book on my them. I'm so lucky to have my mum as it's now affecting my life so much and can't even do simple tasks and It frustrating but maybe knowing and how to deal with it will realise me as I feel trap inside my brain not knowing the reason why I can't do simple task wright correctly with English which is a world I hate.
I have programs installed to correct all my English and put in the correct words for me.