In this sea of blackness of pain, hurt, chaos and often despair, I try and keep a little spirited blue wave of words. Granted I am very English which for me distills down to being a tad 'Mary Poppins' esq, goody two shoes, thinks she knows what's best, can be deemed as patronizing. I am marmite, love or hate. But what I also am is totally genuine, write from the heart, and trying to give support in the best way I know how. No not everyone is glass half full, and no that is not a weakness nor a criticism its just human we are all different. The reason I am so passionate about being eternally optimistic and like an annoying bouncing Tigger who you wish the batteries would die before you throttle it, is this. I remain so well, and I don't believe its a fluke. I truly believe its my attitude, So if I can replace one black wave with a tiny blue one, I would like to think it helps. Please note that I have no professional status in this arena and can only comment about my own status. If I have ever made you feel like a small boy infront of the Headmaster I apologise, my life is what it is and not some yardstick of success.
Sincerely CHH
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Post DBS Surgery
