After substantial tweaking of my drug cocktail, I have been able to achieve a state of calmness and quiet relief after each dose of my medication. Finally, I can get enough quality time to focus on the tasks that need to be done. It's a great feeling even if it lasts only for about 3 hours at a time.
Sounds great, right? One might think so. But it comes with a catch. If I eat anything, anything at all, what follows is a case of hit or miss. Either nothing happens or all hell breaks loose and I go from calm and serene to absolute misery and discomfort. So I have to decide. Should I go for the food and take a gamble. Or should I practice total abstinence and resign myself to one meal at night. It's a difficult choice to make.
Anyone else have this experience? What do you do or what will you do when and if you are faced with this choice?