I take Sinamet, Losartan, and Quietapine before I go to sleep, and after 2 or 3 hours, I wake up and realize that I have Parkinson's, which I forgot while I was sleeping. I'm now awake and in the dark, and the fears of everything threatening me begin to affect me. So I turn on the light, go into the kitchen, and drink a combination of water, turmeric, and cayenne pepper as an anti-inflammatory, and go back to bed. When that doesn't work, I take 550 mg of Tylenol, and later, 300mg of Gabapentin, and later a half-pill of Sinamet, and later, another, and if that doesn't work, 1.25mg of Valium. The combination usually works, but then after I get up in the morning, the toes on my foot or feet curl, simultaneous with having a headache, and usually constipation as well. So I shuffle back and forth across my apartment, take more Tylenol, more Sinamet, more Gabapentin, and by around 10:30 am, I'm "normal." I may have panic attacks or extreme anxiety during the day, however, which I counter with Gabapentin or Valium.
I feel like the quality of my life has been significantly degraded. I've learned a bit of Qi Gong, and I see a neurologist, psychiatrist, and psychologist, and I guess that they help, and some people in this community tell me to "Be strong" or pray, or try a particular technique or take a particular supplement, but I spend quite a bit of time feeling scared, powerless, or depressed.