I am newly diagnosed. I have no symptoms, and the CLL was found by accident. I am on the watch and wait phase of this illness. The trouble is, the anxiety is making me unwell! I feel stressed, can not sleep, have indigestion and just feel miserable. I am giving my husband a hard time. I just wish it had not been found, until I presented myself to the GP with a symptom or a lump. Surely that would be better? Or am I missing the point?