Over the past 10'years I have had a number of traumatic events and I always feel like the worst case scenario happen, stress attack was a stroke, prem baby who passed away and family illness everywhere I look . As a result I feel like I am just waiting for the next disaster to happen. Back pain and indegestion becomes a heart attack, dizziness another stroke. I do try to keep it away from children and under control but is so hard. Today has been a low point as have had a long haul flight so in my head I have my self convinced it is a PE as have had two hot flushes and indigestion pain. Counting the hours til I can call doctor tomorrow to ask for help.