Life struggles

[Totallydistraught]

Hi, I am really struggling with life at the moment. It’s life years of issues that I have struggled to deal with or cope, are all suddenly to breaking point. I am finding it all so overwhelming as struggled for years with learning disabilities and mental health issues. Hence why I have so many things on my plate.

I have had issues to deal with that are somewhat out of my control to. I have siblings that i don’t get on with, both suffer meal health issues and refuse to do anything to deal with matters that I am tied to them with. Leaving everything up to me, which is exaughting for me and I have gravely struggled with. On top of this they constantly try to blame me too for everything when, I am the only person trying to resolve any matters. It’s dole drstroying and my whole own life is in such a mess. Day to day is a struggle, financially I am up to my eyeball in bills , house is falling a part. Child to support , no real friends snd totally destitute .

I struggle even being able to deal with my mental health issues let alone finances . It’s got to such a point that I have feelings of hopelessness and what’s the point of me even being here , as have suicidal thought