Never Give Up, and we all very similar. Alcohol Cirrhosis. We have all lied how much we drank, or that we are off it,etc keep fighting

[Argyl14]

Been a while, ill write more later.

Did well for a while, dry. Hit a bad pain period, boom on it. Pain not an excuse, its something i need to work on dealing with without beer.

Was in hospital 2 month ago. Infections. 2 weeks out, and not drank since..

Just because you tried, it didnt work out, stuff it, try again but harder.

As i say write more later, think ill also post about different feedback explanations from Drs, and see who else gets his.

Just keep,saying, ill beat this. Me i want to see grandsons grow up. See how they get on, and help with the old chatup lines

Xx

[joeburger]

OMG please please get help professionally ASAP reading your story has me in tears because I might as well have written it myself. I know how hard it is and it's a long lonely battle, you wake up on a morning feeling sick have a drink then you are sick try a little more and it stays down thats it your set for the day, go to bed lay there feeeling ill and guilty for what you are putting your family through let alone yourself and then go through it all again. Don't suffer alone the only way is with medical help it is hard it's very hard there are times when you want to give up but keep thinking of your grandbairns. I am now 16 months sober and I will admit I have been so depressed I have nearly had a drink but I haven't done so and I'm not a strong person. You can do it believe in yourself . Please stay in touch and let me know how you are,take care xx

[Cobwebs]

Yup, I have been there! Stick with it. Enjoy the nights sleep that sobriety brings. And all of the other benefits. Not least, your health.