Apologies in advance for the long post, thought I would let you all know a little about me, I have been hanging around for a while
I was taking azathioprine for a skin problem, I was also overweight which meant I was on the maximum dose, for a few years my blood tests showed reduced liver and kidney function at different rates each month. I did write to the hospital with my concerns, and for any help or advice for my weight, as I had controlled my diabetes for years with my diet, I was able to prove my diet was healthy but still not losing weight. I was then also put on steroids for my skin, which in turn put my diabetes wonky and I was put on medication. By the time my liver function was investigated, (earlier this year) I was told I had Fibrosis stage 4, and it is irreversible. Since then I have had a further scan, and been put on the "surveillance programme" my doctor has said it's cirrhosis, my nurse has said NAFLD/NASH. Whatever it is, I feel sick the majority of the time, sometimes waking up through the night to be sick, my white blood cell count is low, so I've been put on iron tablets. I work full time, although very tired with an ache on the upper right around rib cage. I suppose I would like to be told it will get better, but would be happy to know this is all normal. It is very difficult when I look fine, but feel like death warmed up. I'm not sure people understand chronic illness, especially when holding down a full time job. I am hoping to keep working for at least another couple of years, as I know nothing about benefits or help I could get, I need to work to clear debts etc. Sometimes I think it would be good to work less days, but I couldn't afford it.
I am aware this may seem like I'm rambling, nerves get the better of me
xx