WITHOUT A DOUGHT I ALREADY KNEW EVEN WHEN I QUESTIONED MY OWN SANITY !

[Faithfull]

First and for most as I told the complete truth about how I ended up like I want you to all no I come on this terrified you held me up you keep me going with having faith in me even when I thought I every one is is gonna think I'm drama queen . But no it was my fear of putting on people that are ill them self but where would we be worse off I'm overwhelmed as I read all the replys tonight

Went to hospital where I'm moving to as fear in own area ,

Totally different , taken straight to majors blood done , xray bowels impacted ,had ultra sound , and I'm getting full one done .

I never showed no paperwork , but didn't have to to I said she would speak to me daughter as well .

Blood fine but she said I gotta take me stats I no what that means me colesteral tablets and she said I've done brilliant keeping off the drink and even though I stopped I gotta keep on doing what I'm doing she said I have fatty infiltration the liver is normal in size I don't no if she said the word (diffused ) all I said was they say I have then I'm fine nothing wrong , she said about enima had it done not thing really come out but my god is my stomach lot better .

I never asked she said that I have liver deasese and that it looks like I've slowed the process and she sole to me daughter on phone and reassured her that I wasn't gonna rapidly drop dead . I forgot bout the stress and row we had come back home I was treated with respect I was told as soon as dr see my stomach I'm not leaving you like that and she never . No one cared about me stuttering and when she said I've done fantastic I cried as i ain't got a clue what I been doing latley as falling into some bad state of mind .

Even though I knew and it's been elation deflation again and again. I hoped against hope I was wrong and dr right but I've become to ill . Feel weird that all the hell they could do this .im obviously gutted but now I no I will get heptamogaly dr as well and won't be left to me own devices

[Graham27]

I am pleased that you now have the help you require. Put your trust in your medical team. They do want the best for you and will do all in their power to get you through these difficult times.

[Faithfull in reply to Graham27]

Thankyou I'm so happy that I will be able soon not to be in this room 24/7 .

Belive me if I can have grief after grief I the last yr and more and not pick up a drink then I hope it gives someone else incentive to Stay off

I have a million plans when I move get better eat better and free to go outside . Not looking over me shoulder .

Help the homeless help for any age let alone isolated ,

Put poster up start a love yourself as life don't begin till the sober hits you for the good as every thing is real then

[Caspiana]

Dear, dear Faithfull

If I read this right, you've been to another hospital and the doctor was brilliant. And you feel better and a weight lifted off your shoulders. I hope my assessment is correct, and if so, I am just so very happy with this news.

And you are not a drama queen. Not in the slightest. We all need support especially with the extra load we carry physically, mentally and emotionally, dealing with all the issues we have going on. We naturally, seek support from others who understand most. So please don't ever think you are a burden.

*BIG hug*

Cas 🌻🌷

[Faithfull in reply to Caspiana]

Big hug to you yes I no now it's liver desease but them saying no it ain't GP saying cirrohosis then again disharged nothing wrong ,I need peace from one fight thank you for being there for me bless your heart and everything else xx

[Hidden]

We are delighted to read that you have been seen by such a caring medical team. It really makes all the difference.

Take care Faithfull

[Faithfull in reply to Hidden]

I was exited to tell but not as it was the news I knew and people still supporting by go hospital go hospital at least I be looked after proper thanks sgain

[Faithfull]

Than you I'm happy that I'm I'm being treated properly I'm having the really to hold on not getting down as of the mistakes I'm getting every paper wool I handed to dr from another country where they found head slow growing meningomia they done hysterectomy I got in dr all the cell path reports breast clinic

ENT and mental health . So that I have the in depth reports and that they are read . Think that's good idea?

I'm finding it hard to think of the hell off that hospital it's affected me knowing but told yes no yes no and I'm not letting this drop as I will have this complained a bout properly so man women child does not suffer in the way I been

[Hidden]

Hi

So pleased that this medical team listened to you. It must be a weight lifted off your shoulders cos they are listening to you

Love and hugs Lynne xxxx

[Faithfull in reply to Hidden]

Love hugs 😀 and thank u noticed me face just learnt it xxx

[Thistle09]

Dear Faithfull, it's sooooo wonderful to hear you happy and laughing! I'm grinning for you! See me?

Lots of love and BIG (((hugs)))!

Thistle

[Faithfull in reply to Thistle09]

I'm just preparing my next speak for pubic as on fb I put something they took off so it's legal to lie but not put the truth even when you have the evidence as Queen's law

I'm laughing as I was terrified I be in Nick telling truth. Everyones been really lovely thanks.

[kyia]

So happy to hear that you've had such a positive experience with your new doctors! Hopefully this is the start of you feeling better permanently!

[Faithfull in reply to kyia]

Thankyou bless your heart x

[Faithfull]

Sorry biggest hugs thanks me ADHD is getting worse I'm on the meds they said I need harpoon knock me out.x

[Gemma68]

Glad things are finally coming together for you faithfull!

[Faithfull in reply to Gemma68]

Your reply makes me happy like everyone that really makes me happy as been really low but hope on the up 👍🤐 least u all get rest from me 🤐xx just learnt how to put the emojo in xx

[Hidden]

Dear Faithful,

It is so good to hear that you were treated well at this hospital and have received some treatments for your current issues and they gave you information on your other issues.

It is good to hear that they also let your daughter know how things are going.

Best wishes that life continues to improve and congratulations on your continued sobriety!

Mary

[Faithfull in reply to Hidden]

That means a lot to me thank u 😀

[vulnerable]

Good news Faithfull take care and try to relax ❤️

[Worriesalot]

You’re a much loved member on here!