Moved !

[Faithfull]

After 3weeks trying get furniture upstairs as the women in four months was having cats rabbits dogs run wild,even neighbours having to spay hall when she removed the crap and to add insult to injury waiting in the heat 3hours while they was so slow she had both sets keys I would never have taken this filthy inside and as yo walk in.

Didn't say nothing before as in a state as bedroom goes on next doors bedroom balcony!

Well I'm near sea been out once, it's still bad but slept in cleaner ship doorways.

Seen GP giving me one week at time and really couldn't He said the letter I gave him was to old explaining everything that chronic liver manament,also to see neuro surgeon instead of being sent twice to neuroligist so here I am back next week see GP to be refered and mental health is same so another six 9months to tell oh it's to late like they done with me hip left me to rot two yes in bed.

I had liver deasese then they disharged me from liver clinic so now it's more off me life I don't come under normal as too many illness to much phyical pain no one ever comes any appointments I get confused social service said mental health the said GP does nothing I'm tired of waiting sleeping constantly and I had small build up fluid in abdomen 6 weeks ago that's when I come here but still have to be refered the fumes in this place and the filth I've had to clean the pain in hands unbearable but he won't give me nothing as not on script as I don't ask every time I'm fed up fighting the system sorry had to moan probation ain't sent letter now I've moved so I don't no if the 11yrs in prison they probably let him out I be last to no .

To end on this one laugh the women had the check to leave a unopened bottle gin well I threw it it made me feel sick being there it really did not appeal to go threw this again . Why have I got water in abdomen ! And I lost stone in month do think it's worry?

[Millie09]

Well im glad to hear you have moved in at last! Trust me I moved here to my new property and it has taken 6 months to finally get all the work done, new heating system, new Windows, 're plaster the bathroom, etc

. But now is the other part that nreds doing . Painting 🙄.Well I tried for 40 mins yesterday to start priming the bathroom walls...Oh my days. I'm immobile 😕. Burning in left leg, feels like my knee is twisted, so i now need to pay for a bloomin painter.

Still no better mobility wise, new dr gave me gabapentin.. sod that, I'm sleepy enough without being made comatose , so off to see dr yet again as I couldn't go last week due to my sister's surgry.

Do you know if it's actual fluid in your tummy? I thought they had ruled out any liver problems? I know what worrry and stress can do .I lost a good stone in weight when I was caring for my dad.

How lovely to live by the sea !!! .. I would love to do that but I have family here .besides another house move would finish me off lol.

[Faithfull in reply to Millie09]

If the drink didn't kill me the smell I was sick but holding it in as of if blood comes up sometimes . I love your reply every bone muscle to do this is pain me fingers are full and body arthritis hip op ain't worked me and you sound same me back DDD how I've had the stamina to sweat in this rabbit hutch I've cryed but now it's stage of more cleaning I'm sleeping eat sleep glad to hear from u I never put this on till now as I was having breakdown, and wanted to punch the women in face.if I could lift me arm up !how you doing .wendyx

[Faithfull in reply to Faithfull]

Sorry went off key yes had scan a/e here and had small fluid in abdomen and I have got liver cirrohosis blood ok but it's driving me mad I got have brain scan as well meningomia ,don't no anymore can't wait months for referral I'm so tired sick

[Millie09 in reply to Faithfull]

Oh i can just imagine. I don't understand why they let you move in to the new home in such a mess!! That's all you need, I could not have cleaned up as you did . I don't have the energy these days

So you have fluid in your stomach but cirrhosis was ruled out then . .i would demand answers off my doctor.

I know on Friday I will be putting my foot down with my new GP, I do not wish to be on more medication.

Take one day at a time , don't rush.

Hospital appointments take ages unless your dr fast tracks it for two weeks .my aunt has her tests next Thursday to check for cancer 😏. Always something xxx

[Faithfull in reply to Millie09]

I'm so sorry ,and understand it's not one thing it's another I had to exchange council useless 17yrs but I'm away from all me family and more there a nightmare honest to god .i pray for u and your whole family ,not religious but I still pray love Wendy xx

[Faithfull in reply to Millie09]

The new hospital says its me liver but I ain't had one to

One dr tell me is it bad how long I got stop mucking me about I wanna no everything I'm drifting from yes no yes over a year how much has that taken off me life it's hard to take in with all the other thing cancer the womb breast abscesses removed total hip replacement in 5years and the brain meningomia 3yrs sober constant fighting in me head ,I think I've said enough moaning hope your ok

Even to do this fingers numb x

[Hidden]

Good to hear you are alright and you have got moved in,sounds like hard work even more so with the heat.

Your stories make me laugh, I know you suffer but you always make the best of situations.

Take care xxxx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Hi

If you need to pm me I'm always here for you and anyone else if they need to.

You are a very strong lady to cope with what you've been through, you are fantastic!! Love and hugs Lynne xxxx

[Faithfull in reply to Hidden]

I can't help it its all true at least I can make someone laugh as the only thing that keeps me stupid is ADHD at my age meds under pressure don't work (but crime wave gone down ,)that last bit was joke x

[Beauport in reply to Faithfull]

Faithfull, you're a tonic! Glad to hear you're still struggling on, much like the rest of us, but sorry to hear you're so poorly. I do understand how weary and in pain you are as I'm the same. It's SO depressing when every part of your body is hurting and there's no relief in sight. Still, somehow we manage and keep smiling through it all. Your sense of humour is so refreshing and always brightens my day. Glad to have you back on here my Lovely. 😘

[Faithfull in reply to Beauport]

I am really happy to be back with me mates I can't help it there's no way I was going to put at the time what was going threw me head I had to get me daughter to take anything to do with Internet even house phone I had a complete breaking point of the drink ain't killed me yet but the fumes mould ect looking like a bandit j cloth round me mouth,talking out Loud really loud and I just wonder if I moved near any one ! As I think I would have been spotted or heard !how u doing

[Beauport in reply to Faithfull]

Hi Faithfull - I typed you a reply to your message and the damn thing disappeared! Hate technology! I'm Ok, lots of pain from arthritis but there are lots of people worse off than me. You're a survivor my Lovely - you've been through the worst with your new accommodation and emerged the other side ready to battle on. Stay in touch - miss you when you disappear! 😘

[Isabelle2]

Hi Faithfull

Glad you have finally moved. Continue being strong. With all the problems you’ve had you are proof that with dogged determination we can go on! I hope the health situation improves soon.

Isabelle xx

[Faithfull in reply to Isabelle2]

Thankyou that was lovely hope u ok xx

[BSA-3]

Hi Faithfull, and welcome back ! I'm really pleased that you've moved in and got settled at last. Good luck for the future. Take care.

[kyia]

Glad to hear you're getting settled - hope that sea air has healing powers x

[Faithfull in reply to kyia]

I could watch the waves for hours in drawn to the sea it's way I wanted I'm not going be walking any further as hip so I'm glad I moved and its so lovely every one pleased for me xx you ok ? Xx

[kyia in reply to Faithfull]

I'm ok, thanks. I just get through each day and try and make the most of it. Most years, I try and get to the seaside, but haven't made it this year. I'm like you - I just love watching the waves xx

[Faithfull in reply to kyia]

100yrs ago used to love swimming online in the sea now I look like I've been washed up and harpooned size of never ending pregnancy miricle as had hysterectomy.!

[kyia in reply to Faithfull]

Oh my! The image you've put in my mind xx

[Caspiana]

Do glad to hear from you Faithfull . xx 🌿🌸

[Faithfull in reply to Caspiana]

Oh Thankyou that's lovely and glad to here from you how u getting on xx

[GrannyDoll61]

Great to hear you're settled in .And by the sea is perfect. Get some zoflora. Nothing better for getting rid of smells. You are soooo brave xxx

[Faithfull in reply to GrannyDoll61]

Lovely to here from you how' u doing Xxx

[GrannyDoll61]

Hubby is having physio twice a week which is really helping his back. We were up in the highlands(Dornoch) staying in a caravan. Weather was lovely and caravan looked out to sea.x