Four years now not 3 to everyone

[Faithfull]

My so called best friend ,

Company , always there

Turned into my worste night mare from hell and back.

So four years ago the parting was hard lonely but belive me best thing I done I been sober 4yrs not 3 yes I have been so confused multiple things but how did I lose a yr in me head DONT BECOME ME WORD OF WARNING TO ALL THAT IF I CAN DO IT AND NOT LIE TO MYSELF THAT I DONE AND DOING MY UPMOST TO MAKE IT AWARE THAT DONT FOR YRS BE A CHANCER WITH YOUR DRINK.

I'm not having any happy emiotion because I never want to go through that getting off the drink ever as now it's for life as of I do not no what I done even now sorry but Stay safe who ever is not a clue like me

[mncold]

Hi Faithfull,

That is good advice. Hope things are looking up for you and your daughter.

Best wishes,

Mary

[Faithfull in reply to mncold]

Thank you I'm worried as today 4weeks after being severely constipated on X Ray movicol 2x day gone today and it was not right really light and the pain after all upper swelling shooting pain feel like flu ears hurtin and head pressure throat feels weird and though I was going to call spa I'm worried as I'm staving then feel really sick stomach noses loud had them beget everything hurt as but if go hospital 10 hours sitting can't see GP 23 March but I have to see wat fiboscan day before how u doing?sorry I'm miserable cow can't get help still.

[mncold in reply to Faithfull]

Hi,

Sorry to hear things still aren't going well. Wish I had something to offer for advice. Maybe someone on here can give you some good suggestions.

Thinking of you and wishing only the best.

Mary

[Nictesla]

Good for you mate Im AA too for 8 years.