I just write post I don't no where it's gone will my complex PTSD make my liver worse.
And had to have 2 bags blood after hip operation GP told cut my heart mess in half they still ain't .
I'm feeling so bad that I got knock back social services waited a yr it was a joke the report refer me to mental health they refer me to social services I'm fighting for some peace I have another 2 weeks can't get hold of hospital go can't get a face appointment I'm done with it all had enough daughter phoned crisis number they said call police on me I was sitting in chair in a trance fear of everything I been in this room constantly begging to no why I'm so ill and if you read all the diagnosis starts off hepatic stenosis mild hepemantoligy then ultra sound when I was sicking blood said it shows in keeping early cirrhosis, had another contrast ct A/e says I do not have it . Letter before the A/e my neuroligist started management of chronic liver desease .needed , ref hemptoligist upmost physiatrist assessment also ref to neurosurgery not him as the same hospital sent me to him 2times meningomia least of my problems he also put me on 2strong vitamins and said in letter micro nodular cirrhosis got me head round after two months what that ment ' I cannot explain who week as a person I am I cannot phone see anyone they would not let an animal suffer which is right so what am I nothing . Have lost everything now me overwhelming fear of not knowing what to do I have never craved for a drink for yr no craving think I've hit rock bottom I ain't going down that shit path of alchol but I need council ing as of me PTSD only been waiting 10yrs bit late it be worse if the preditor gets out! Has no release date impact statement was the knock on affect last yr after op that and much more so yearly I wait on outcomes this liver one I need some peace as waiting. tests never ending I can deal with the diagnosis if someone would make their mind up .now it's known I'm living on knifes edge with getting any letter through me door .