My husband has end stage liver disease but continues to drink, albeit not as much. After being treated for sepsis and pneumonia and four days in an HE coma I am at my wits end. I am fearful for him every day and seem to be unable to get past my anxiety and just try to live every day as well as I can. But I don't see the point of planning anything as he might not be here. I see no hope in the future only more hospitals, more fear and more pain. How do people get past feeling this way?