For the record, I am totally cool with others views on religion but it's not my cup of tea. I do not believe in god. I believe in many excellent things but not heaven. I do see that many enjoy their beliefs. I like for people to find strength in their own way. I do not fear being dead. But I want to stay here with my friends and my family. Sad is how I feel. I must accept how things go. So thank you for the love, for the cheers but please do not suggest god has a plan for me. Now I close and leave you to your personal faith whatever that is.