Half way through limbo waiting to see specialist. All my appointments and care regarding previous things have been really good here in Canada. This is the first time I've had to wait a while for something. Apparently the specialist is top notch though. She's away for a week but when she gets back will call for cancellations.
It's killing me all this waiting and some of my symptoms are really bugging me / making me worried.
If this is lifestyle related I keep thinking what I should have done differently in my life. How stupid I've been. How I've screwed things up.
I keep busy cause I have a good job and a little girl but my mind is still always racing. I just don't know what to do sometimes.