So I have decided that waiting for 'the call' is like being in a new relationship...
First thing I think about when I wake up, last thing I think about before going to bed, I dream about it when I'm sleeping, I day dream when I'm awake and meant to be working....I can count the hours since being activated...if I think about it I could probably count the seconds. When I am with people it's all I talk about, I find myself doing crap jobs to take my mind off it....I use my work mobile to call my own mobile just to make sure my phones still working......it's been 5 days people....I feel like we have had date one - the assessment, we got on well....I made an impression, got the second date - the information day....I thought it was going to be a beautiful relationship, but I'm STILL waiting....
My other half laughs at me because he knows I am less than patient...I have decided you are all troopers, especially those that are too poorly to work, I'm grateful I can work at least some points through out the day I need to focus.
You are all heros in my eyes, I hope your day is treating you well regardless of your situation.
Lots of lovely thoughts to you all π