Hello all, hope everyone is in the best of health!
I'm messaging regarding a total different issue. Well I think I have anxiety. I was fine after the transplant and very happy. However in the last month I can feel a bit of anxiety symptoms. I of course think of everything I have been through but that doesn't start of the anxiety. It just sort of triggers with the thought 'so what will I do tomorrow' and then I feel like 'nothing much as the day will end soon'. I cannot explain but I feel like I Dont have much to do when in fact I have two little children and when the day comes I'm so busy. It is like a slight feeling of depression.
Sometimes when I go to bed I feel afraid and I can feel the symptoms of heart palpitations and just the horrible feeling of being scared but do not know why?
I've learnt to ignore it but it isn't letting me live my life normally.
I will be going counselling soon though
Just wondering will it go away?