I am very scared, plus we have planned this trip since December. I really can't let people down. I go about 9.30 in the morning, I've read so many horror stories and panicked myself now I think. I know I shouldn't have done that but I wanted to know what to expect. I feel heartless thinking of a holiday but we have spent so much money so can't really back out now. Should I delay the abortion (which I really don't want to do as getting time off work is a nightmare). ?