Well since my last post things just keep going from bad to worse really don't know what to do any more. Finally got a appointment with my specialists and was told my condition had progressed beyond being treated with medication and I will need operations. And he told me to go see my doctor for backing and support as I have been trying to get support and help for nearly a Year as I find nearly every normal everyday activitie impossible. He wrote me a note explaining how server and chronic my condition was and how it afftects me. A few days later I got yet another letter rejecting any help and was told they do understand that cooking a meal is something I can not do and should eat microwave meals. Well that's a great help. I am 36 this illnesses has taken everything from me I never go out never see my friends anymore as I am just too tired to go anywhere anymore.